you dont even know from which direction the sun rises anymore.
"When you're lost in those woods, it sometimes takes you
a while to realize that you're lost. For the longest time,
you can convince yourself that you've just wandered off
the path, that you'll find your way back to the trailhead any
moment now. Then night falls again and again, and you still
have no idea where you are, and its time to admit that you
have bewildered yourself so far off the path that you dont
even know from which direction the sun rises anymore. "
— Elizabeth Gilbert