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holding on to this thread - connecting you to me

Leather jacket.

Yes, nu säljer jag den; Skinnjackan från Asos, strl 34.
Aldrig använd (Värde 1200). Men kolla annonsen vetja!
Skinnjacka från ASOS

I'm gonna do this like I know what I'm doing

love is only for poets & dreams are for fools

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to let myself flow.

chasing dreams.

"Breathe in, breathe out. It brings me closer.
It's okey, its alright. It happens every night.
I've been chasing dreams all my life
- now life is but a dream"

Magnet - Chasing dreams

good night - sleep tight.

I can feel it slipping away - every day reality becomes clearer

h o n e y w o o d.

Lovely inspiration!
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the horse boy.

- The Horse Boy

a film by Michael Orion Scott and Rupert Isaacson

what's wrong with the world, what's wrong with me?

I'm in a middle of a really boring period. A bubble that doesn't float - It stands still.. I'm standing still. But the only one to blame this situation on - is me. I'm sick of myself - allowing myself to live in this sense of frustrations and thoughts. But I must find my way again, must find the easy way, but the more positive that I try to make my inner self, the more negativity I notice in the people that are close to me. I guess no one can drag you down - unless you allow them to. You always have the decision how to let a situation affect you. Continue to stay positive - and out of that will come great work. I need to make up my mind that there is only good.

"No one can create negativity or stress within you. Only you can do that by virtue of how you process your world."
— Wayne Dyer

sometimes I wish that I could have a second life

We shared something, you and I. You and me changed
the world - even if it was only for us.
It wouldn’t be fare to just forget...

time is a river which carries me along.

it was my first kiss of my first love.

It wasn't my first kiss,
but it was my first kiss of my first love.

We were outside. We hadn't known each other long, only a few days or minutes, I don't remember. The point is, that we just became drawn to each other and this came together so well. He was facing me. We didn't go to sleep that night, or at least not that I can remember - we simply talked, but not much. We mostly watched each other -and then he said; 'can i kiss you?' I find it so sweet when boys do that. So then he did. It was just, magical. Then he leaned in for what i was confusily thought was a hug, but then whispered in my ear, then we simply kissed again and continued out the night with my head on his chest, and him nervously taking my hand.

This was not my first kiss,
but it was my first kiss of my first love.

a to the z

- Available: Nope
- Age: 25
- Animals: cats, foxes, lions, zebras, tigers, dogs.. animal-lover

Beer: Yepp
- Birthday: Januray 9th
- Best feeling in the world: L O V E
- Believe: yes.

- Candy: Yes please
- Color: Black/white
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate
- Cheese: My passion in life ;)

- Day or night: Night
- Dancing in the rain: I'd love to, if you'll ask me
- Dying for: Living
- Dreams: every day, every night

- Eye colour: Greener than the grass
- Emma? Yes.

- First thought waking up: Can you gimmie one more night?
- Food: TexMex, seafood, cheese
- First thing in the morning: Oh, is it already morning? huh..zzz

- Greatest fear: the feeling of falling
- Goals: Many
- Giver or taker: Both


- Hair color:  snow-white
- Happy: Yes
- High five: OH YEAH


- Ice cream: Mint chocolate or daim
- I: emma
- I like: Red wine and sunsets.

- Job: Yepp
- Jazz: Well, yeah

- Kids: one beautiful day
- Kiss: I love kisses, I think I will get me some right now...

- Love: :)
- Laughed so hard you cried: Best feeling
- My life: floats


- Music: Everywhere I go

- Number: 13
- No;s in life: False people.

- One wish: I wish my life, in another world/or time
- Oh my god: I think I'm inlove

- Perfect day: Lots of sleep, cudling, breakfast in bed, more cudling, ice cream, beautiful weather, having picnic,   taking a bath, swim, smile, feeling easy free


- Question: Can I kiss you now?

- Reason to cry: frustration


- Song: Neverending white lights: I'll hope your heart runs empty
- Strawberries: Yes please
- Sun: Mmm


- Tattoos? one, I getting a new one very soon.
- Thunderstorms: I like watching it, but not feeling it, I'm a bit afraid
- Thoughts: To many


- Unpredictable: sometimes.
- Unsure: Well no

- Vacation: Thailand in my heart
- Who makes you laugh the most: Friends

- Year: 2010
- Yellow: not my colour at all

- Zoom: I like details, so yes

soul shaking, love making.

There is only one mind. There is only one thought.
There is only one soul. Every place you look - is you.
Everyone you judge - is you. Everyone you love - is you.
Everyone you flee from - is you.

all I know is - that I don't know



Somnade i solen, poff så var lunchen slut.
Jag hade nästan glömt bort hur fint det är
med svensk sommar. I'm so happy-happy.

and then suddenly you relax because there is nothing to be tense about.

The killing moon.


I'm about to make my second tattoo. I just need to find the right
font. It's the font that reveals who you are. Soft, hard, cool...
Well then - I must find some that contains them all ;)
Gimmie a whisper, if you have any tips.
I like this one: The Killing moon

What you are looking for is what is looking.

you see things; and you say ‘Why?’


"You see things; and you say ‘Why?’;
But I dream things that never were; and I say ‘Why not?’"

— George Bernard Shaw

Crying stars and yelling moons, but the world is not against you.

The routines of my life - before so comforting and accepted.
Are now choking me. All the dreams that defined me, somehow
eluded me. I find myself with reality - and I am colour blind.

And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know.

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"It's all so laughable, all this talking about myself. It's so little and the world feels so big and the universe feels enormous..."

I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore.

You followed as I fell, you told me just to breathe, but you stole my breath.

the best things in life aren't things

am I dreaming?

Inatt drömde jag tusen olika drömmar. Om tusen olika människor. Människor jag känner, och som jag inte känner. När man liksom sover/vaknar varje timma, och för varje ny timma - en ny dröm. Så nu försöker jag att pussla ihop mig själv och figurera ut vad som egentligen är sanning. Har jag varit i Italien alldeles nyligen och käkat äkta Italiensk pizza? Har jag skaffat hund, och tycker jag egentligen om hästar utan att veta om det? Grubblerier. Det är iallafall en underbar dag där ute, sådär svenskt härligt som man vill ha det. Tänkte leta upp vännerna och göra allt sådant som man drömmer om att göra, en vårdag i maj. Äta en glass kanske, få ytterligare några fräknar och räkna svalor som flyger i skyn medan man ligger i gräset o kisar och fingrar efter en kall jordgubbe och smält choklad. Vi ses i verkligheten!

summer in Greece.


Maybe it makes sense now. Maybe somewhere in all of this there's a reason.

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Yes, I'm a what they call a cat-person.

Finaste, gulligaste, charmigaste.


I'm ready for some rock & roll, some peace & love

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Sitter och fantiserar om en festivalsommar...
Are ya with me?

round and round in circles.

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forbidden to remember, terrified to forget.

"As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried, late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses, that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would some day not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live – I had to know that he existed. That was all. So long as he existed. Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget."

Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend."

bara för att jag tycker du är så fin.


"Twilight, again. Another ending.
No matter how perfect the day is,
it always has to end."

Stephenie Meyer (Twilight)

what if.

this is like a flashback.

beautiful weekend.

If wine didn't taste so good.

If it wasn't the ocean, wasn't the breezes, wasn't the
white sand, there might be no need. If red roses weren't
so lovely. If wine didn't taste so good. If stars
weren't so romantic. Then I could do what I should

Sophie Zelmani

what if we just acted like everything was easy


Oh. I helgen kommer min underbara, fantastiska vän Emilia hit på besök. Gänget samlat och på lördag är det fest. Lyx att ha så underbara vänner som jag har. När jag tänker efter, så lever jag faktiskt i den där drömmen, jag så ofta pratar om, det handlar bara om att inse hur bra man egentligen har det.

I've got this huge longing going on.

lovar mig själv att alltid minnas.

Jag vet egentligen inte vad jag håller på med - varför jag går, men det verkar som om jag gör det. Du ringer och jag kan inte svara - jag kan inte svara, men jag svarar ändå. Du vill säga något - jag ska inte lyssna, jag får inte lyssna, men jag lyssnar.

you're not there, you're in your own world.

...but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much
beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing
it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up
like a balloon that's about to burst...

This is something I don’t usually do - But I’m crying a bottle of wine over you

summer days - new york - new faces


Helgen bestod av valborg i Uppsala, Tequilafylla i
lördags & sedan segelbåtschill på söndagen.
- Hey våren, kan du stanna kvar hos mig nu?


"I’ll rent a house somewhere - the only visitor I will invite is the whispering wind or the sunlight. I hope life will miss me. Maybe this is wishful thinking and maybe I’ll just keep on sinking, but sometimes it’s enough to know that there is a place where everything is on hold where the hours will be longer and I’ll linger with pleasure"


Sunny morning.
My body sync with the sun. When I wake up to sunshine - I become as immortal. Monday, and that means a new beginning. I have a healthy month to look forward to. No snacks what so ever. No candy, no popcorn. It's Monday, and a month until I get snacks again, but there is sun.



choose one look.

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